Breathing

Well, we have moved again. This is our 11th move in our married life. We are renting a house from Bethany while our house is being built. We hope to stay here till it is done, but if they need the house for staff then we may have to move again the end of August. I would put a picture of the house up but the batteries in my camera keep going dead, so once I either get new batteries or get them charged I will post a Picture.

Trevor has taken off a couple of days to work on the house but it has either just rained/hailed so we can't get on the yard, or he has sunstroke and doesn't feel too good. Again I would post pics as to where we are at but...yeah...the battery thing again.

Quite honestly this was a hard move for me. I guess because I loved the house we were in and we weren't moving into our new house. I actually had some tears walking out of the house for the last time. Believe me, I am extremely thankful for the house we have to live in now while we build, it just isn't a "Home" for me. I guess we just have to have lots of people down so it feels more like the "Home" I am used to having.

The other day I was told I look quite subdued these days. I guess that is a nice way of saying tired . I would have to agree though. Building/packing/end of Kindergarten/Moving all at the same time might do it to you. Not a surprise to most of you but I am a worrier. I have become much better in the last 5 years though. Obviously my biggest stress is the house, with that comes the weather, not liking the hail we had a few days ago, thankfully it was not worse. Just a lot of Dimples on ICF blocks. I keep telling myself to let it go, we do the best we can to secure them, so it is out of our hands. I just tell myself not to think about it. I tried this reverse Psychology on myself about 7 years ago and it didn't work then, and I'm not doing much better now. I know we are on the right path for our family , it will get done, I just need to learn to breathe.